of all the little and grand things

mum has for two weeks access to about 300 channels.
having gotten used to not having access to a tv at all
this can be compared to either pure luxury or the complete opposite.

how am i supposed to do all the things i want to and need to do when
all these brilliant movies are showing?

this is on right now.


then there has been the following.
the old horror movie the cat and the canary



the beautiful swedish/finnish movie mother of mine


these i very much recommend.

another i have also seen but however do not under any circumstances recommend is the following:
must love dogs

me and my sister strongly disagreed upfront whether this was a mockumentary about dogowners, or a romantic comedy with john cusack. i though the latter, and therefore won. dont ask me why we watched it when we found out i had been right. at times braindead hollywood movies fits just right. like a hand in a perfectly fitted glove. i think we started watching it for mums sake, but she was the one that got up and left, while we kept on watching.

one other thing id like to recommend is this book:

i am now for the first time in my life reading a book in swedish.
see the gorgeous writer talk about his book here

a list of things i rather should be doing.
-send a mail to the icelandic taxoffice,
and ask for help in returning my tax thing for 2006.
-go to my dads house and move my things out
-go to my aunts house and get my drumkit
-go to the bank and get my bankid
-clean the house
-hang out with my friends
-go to the doctor and make them take out whatever is inside my arm
(could it be something planted by aliens? something else planted by spiders?) who knows..
-go to the dentist (since i am in norway)
-answer all the mails i havent had the time to answer.
-get a film developed
-clean up the mess in my room
-do my laundry
-buy books for school
-buy the plastic bag that awaits me at elkjøp with schoolappliances. (it is a bag full of useful things that i have put aside, and it has been waiting for me for several weeks. they must be going nuts about it by now)


only in my dreams:
-make the most recent idea of mine into reality. dont want to reveal it on a blog.
-buy a eos400d or a nikon d80.
-write a book
-write a screenplay, make a movie (with or without my sister)
-make music
-start a real band
-get my car up and running
-start reading for school
-become an actress
-become a photographer
-philisophist, historian, economist, psychologist, engineer, musician, writer, filmmaker, designer, graphic designer, fashion designer, product designer, producer, and the list goes on.

can someone please help me out here? just lead me in the right direction? say: "jannicke, this is what you should do: ....... ". feel free to fill in the first thing that comes to mind. the first thing you associate. what should i do with my life? the very question that takes up the most space in my head right now and has done for the last year. what to do.

by the way.
death in venice.
what a movie.